*Disclaimer: Now, Naoko-sama, you know that having a new baby will seriously limit your time. You really should hand over the rights of Bishoujo Senshi Sailor Moon to me! ::Naoko glares at raving fanwriter:: Um...::gulps:: Okaay, maybe not. Oh well, a girl has to try ^^; Until next time, I still don't own BSSM. ************************************************** Usagi pointed accusingly at him. "Does having brain cancer somehow not meet your qualifications for a friend? Why the hell do you think you deserve to know?" "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, THAT'S WHY!" ************************************************** Medical Miracle Chapter 14: Just Friends? By: The Rose Society Rating: PG-13 email: EtrlSlrMn@aol.com http://www.geocities.com/the_rose_society/ (It's changed...a little =) Both figures froze instantly. What in the world had just come out of Mamoru's mouth? Off in the distance, church bells tolled the hour. It was the only sound to be heard in the now utterly silent graveyard. Self-Control smacked the Voice. 'You idiot! Now look what you have done! How could you blurt it out so bluntly?' The Voice, sporting various lumps on its head, glared at Self-Control. 'Did you have a better plan?' After wriggling its arms in the air, Self-Control hastily pulled out its chalkboard and its laser pointer. 'Of course I had a better plan. See here? Plan A: Ask Usagi out to dinner. Plan B: If no rejection or humiliation follows Plan A, initiate a wonderful night of dinner and dancing. Plan C: Following successful completion of B, repeat the plan for a month. Plan D: Once sure that Usagi has gotten use to the idea of Mamoru hanging around, ask her to a romantic dinner in the privacy of the apartment. This will ensure that less people will be around in case of rejection or humiliation. Candlelight, soft music; make sure the atmosphere is just right. Then, only when conditions are favorable, look deep into her eyes and say in a soft, vulnerable voice, "I love you." You see? Perfect planning! But now my perfect plan is ruined!' Upon hearing this, Order waltzed in and began to erase the chalkboards, whistling cheerfully as it worked. The Voice shrugged. 'Hey, my plan was better. We got to the basics a lot quicker and a lot faster than we would have if we followed your plan.' With an unholy yell, Self-Control launched itself at the Voice, wrapping its hands around the Voice's throat in a deathgrip. 'YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A PLAN! YOU JUST BLURTED IT OUT!!!' Gagging, the Voice tried to wrestle Self-Control's hands from its throat. 'Whatevers! The end result was the same, wasn't it?' The Voice's face began to turn purple. Self-Control saw red. 'ARGGHHH!!!!!' The two figures began to wrestle on the ground. Surprised, Order stared at the warring parties as they tried to rearrange the other's body parts. Over and over, they rolled on the mental battlefield getting precariously close to the now useless chalkboards. Order began to worry and tried to motion to the two that they were close to danger. Unfortunately, neither the Voice nor Self-Control took heed and they crashed into the chalkboards with a enormous CRASH. Freezing in place, hair mussed and clothes rumpled, Self-Control and the Voice looked at each other with wide eyes. Both of them said together, 'Oh crap...' as they surveyed the broken pieces of chalkboard laying around them. 'SHI NE!!!!!!!' cried the large gaseous cloud with red eyes. The black entity surrounded the two and in the blink of an eye, the two quivering figures slipped into the Void. Once the two trouble-makers had been taken care of, Order returned to its usual form and began to sweep up the mess. 'It's off to work I go!' In shock, Usagi whispered, "What did you just say? Is this some sick joke?" Slowly, Mamoru tried to pull his ravaged mind into some semblance of order. 'La la la...' sang Order as it continued to tidy up the area. Releasing his anger, Mamoru tried to speak calmly. "I said, aishiteru, Usagi-chan...Usako. Ever since that day we met so long ago, I knew that you were special. Your spirit shone so brightly that even my darkness was lifted. You have made me feel things that I have never felt before. For the first time in my life, I know what complete trust and love means. And despite the pain and torment that I know those two feelings can cause, I am finally willing to experience them. You were my savior, ever since that day in the hospital when you said that I would never be alone, that you would be my family. Somehow, I knew that you meant every word. Gomen nasai, Usako. I shouldn't have yelled at you for not telling me about your cancer. I realize now that I was wrong. I am hurt that you didn't confide in me, demo I understand that it was something that you didn't want to share. It was just that I felt so betrayed and angry that I lost my control. Onegai, Usako. Boku o yuruse." Shaking her head, Usagi spoke. "Chiba-san, I don't know what is going on in that mind of yours but I know that I won't be a part of it anymore. I really thought that we could be friends, Mamoru. I believe that we were getting along nicely. I even thought that you had matured in these years demo now I know that you are still the baka that you were when I first met you. You dared to call me a liar when you are the one saying things that you don't mean. I hope that I never have to talk to you again, Chiba-san. Sayonara." Before Usagi could leave, Mamoru grabbed her arm again. "Iie. I meant what I said. Aishiteru Usako." Spinning around, Usagi flung her anger at him. "First you say that I was just pretending to be your friend and now you say that you love me? Are you nuts? You don't even know me. How can you say that you are in love with me?" Shaking his head, Mamoru spoke, his voice beginning to be edged with desperation. "Demo, I DO know you! I know your heart, your dreams, your soul! You're the only person who really knows me, the real me. I know the way you stick out your tongue when you concentrate. I know the way your eyes light up with joy when you see a friend approaching. I know the sadness that has crept into your eyes after the death of your parents. I see the weight of the world on your shoulders as you try to hide your weaknesses from other. I know that the happy, carefree woman you try to convince others that you are is merely a kamen to hide your pain from others. I know that your heart goes out to the pink haired girl that has taken your name. I know that you drop everything to help a friend in need. How can you say I don't know you?" Anger bled from Usagi's heart, leaving it empty and tired. "If you know me so well, you know why I don't want you to say that to me. If you can even comprehend a fraction of the turmoil and anguish I have had to suffer, then you know that I don't want anyone to fall in love with me. When I die, I don't want to leave someone behind to mourn me. I never want anyone to feel the pain that I have had to deal with." Gently, Usagi removed Mamoru's hand from her arm. "I think it best that we remain friends Mamoru-san and act like this little conversation never happened," Usagi said softly. Turning, Usagi began to make her way towards the cemetery gates. Mamoru stared at her retreating back in shock. Friends? She wanted them to remain as friends? After he had poured his heart out to her, she believed that their relationship could remain a friendship? With a determination that he had never felt before, Mamoru quickly chased after Usagi. Catching up with her, Mamoru spun her around and held her still within his arms. "Nani..." Usagi gasped, startled. Her wide eyes looked into Mamoru's deep blue gaze. The serious expression in them shook Usagi to the core. In a breathy voice, Mamoru murmured to Usagi, "One last question, Usako. You think we can be just friends after this?" Pulling Usagi toward him, Mamoru closed his eyes and gave Usagi a deep and passionate kiss. Translations: aishiteru- I love you boku o yuruse- please forgive me demo- but gomen nasai- I'm sorry iie- no nani- what onegai- please sayonara- good-bye Author Notes: Small change to the website address. Please update your bookmarks =) And yes, I know that this is shorter than usual, but I figured that people wanted to know what happens so I cut it off here =) Until the next chapter... ~The moonlight carries the message of love.~ ~Tsuki no hikari wa ai no message.~