*Disclaimer: ::grins happily:: I own SM, I DO, I DO!!! ::giggles insanely:: And I can draw purdy purdy manga Mamos. ::draws a stick figure:: Aren't I good? Aren't I Naoko? Eh? I'm not? Oh... ::dejected:: Well, then I guess I don't own SM...darn the luck. Medical Miracle Chapter 17: Waiting for Dawn By: The Rose Society Rating: PG-13 Email: EtrlSlrMn@aol.com http://www.geocities.com/the_rose_society/ *Tokyo Hospital* Haruka paced the waiting room floor, quickly and angrily. The ambulance had taken forever to arrive at Usagi's house. Prior to that, Ami had spent what seemed like hours working on trying to revive Usagi. When the ambulance finally arrived, they loaded Usagi onto a stretched and into the van. Ami and Rei had accompanied the medical personnel and Usagi in the ambulance, racing toward Tokyo Hospital, the wail of the sirens clearing their path. The rest of the group, all six of them, had then crammed into Haruka's car. The professional racer sliced through Tokyo's traffic, the devil's own luck keeping her from being pulled over. Once at the hospital, Ami and Rei told them that Usagi had been rushed into the emergency room and that the doctor would inform them of Usagi's condition as soon as possible. Michiru, the most outwardly calm of the group, used her cell phone to call Shingo. Following her lead, Setsuna phoned Dr. Hongo since it was the doctor's day off, while Ami got the nurses to page her mother. Trying to help, Minako offered to call Mamoru. "He's not answering," Minako said, her voice strained as she hung up her cell in surprise. "I got sent to his voice mail." "NANI?!" Rei screeched. Several other visitors looked at the outraged priestess in surprise. She looked ready to choke someone. Makoto placed a calming hand on Rei's shoulder. "Calm down, Rei-chan. Don't get so upset about this." Rei whirled on the taller woman, her anger finding a new target. "Don't try to calm me down, Mako-chan! Mamoru is supposed to be her boyfriend. Usagi needs him to be by her side at this moment and that man is off to kami knows where, not answering his cell phone!" Rei clenched her fists. "Usagi is in there, fighting for her life. And Chiba Mamoru, her supposed boyfriend, can't even bother to answer the pho--" A sob stopped Rei's rant and she collapsed against Makoto's shoulder. Makoto gently hugged Rei, letting the woman express her grief. Taking out her own cell, Hotaru said, "I'll contact him, Minako. Don't worry about him. I'm sure one of us will reach him." Punching her buttons to send a text message, Hotaru was glad to have something occupy her, something other than dwell on the fact that Usagi might be dead. ********************************************* Mamoru sat on the couch, waiting for his name to be called for his interview. He had been on time after all, since the interviewer was running behind. The room was nicely furnished, the leather couch was not cheap, nor was the work area desk of the secretary. There was a real potted plant in one corner, unlike the fake silk ones other hospitals had. The paint job was a nice blue-gray, a welcomed change from the normal sterile white of most hospitals. Suddenly, the quiet silence of the waiting room was broken by the shrill ring of his cell phone. The other nervous applicants glared at him. Sheepishly, Mamoru quickly pushed the button to have the call forwarded to his voice mail without checking to see who it was. He didn't want to be distracted during his interview. It was important to project an air of dedication. Returning to his thoughts, Mamoru contemplated how his life would change if he got this position. It was make things a whole heck of a lot easier on him. As chief resident, it would bring a lot of prestige to his resume. Not to mention, the hospital itself had a pretty respectable oncology ward. Not as prestigious as Tokyo Hospital, of course, but it was still pretty good. As chief resident, he would be able to do a lot more things, perhaps hastening his rise in the medical bureaucracy. His phone rang again. Again, his fellow interviewees shot death glares in his direction. Impatiently, Mamoru slid his phone out to silence it. The door to the other room opened and a woman read aloud from a list of names. "Chiba Mamoru? The interviewer is ready for you now. You may enter." Mamoru nodded, his gaze still on the phone. It was a number he did not recognize. Deeming it unimportant, he bent to pick up his suitcase. Another beep came from his phone, indicating a text message. Frowning, Mamoru thought, 'Who in the world keeps bothering me?' The message read: Urgent. Usagi rushed to emergency room. Please answer. Mamoru froze in place. Usagi... emergency room? "Chiba-san? You shouldn't keep the interviewer waiting," said the woman with a slight frown. She placed a hand on her hip, as if to emphasize the fact that their time was important and not to be wasted by the lowly applicant. "I have to go. My girlfriend was just rushed to the hospital." Frantic, Mamoru hastily grabbed his things. "Is there a way I can re-schedule?" The woman was not sympathetic. "Chiba-san, our hospital will not be kept waiting. If you walk out of here, you won't have a chance for the position. As you can see, we have no shortage of very qualified applicants for this position. This is a chance that you should not miss." Mamoru just stared at the woman. He had to make a choice: Usagi or his career, something that he had for years, been working hard in order to achieve. The long nights of staying up to the wee hours of the morning, keeping awake through coffee alone, studying chemical reactions and parts of the human body. The agonizing application process to medical school. Being chosen for Harvard's very prestigious and very challenging medical program as a international student. Suffering all of Dr. Hongo's barbs and criticisms. Could he truly just throw it all away? After all, this was probably his best shot at obtaining such a high position in a very well-established hospital. The choice was clear. "If that's the case, then I don't want any position at this hospital." That said, he walked out of the office, the woman and the other applicants staring after him, open-mouthed in shock. *Tokyo Hospital* Mamoru jumped out of his car, jamming his finger on the auto-lock device as he hurriedly ran toward the emergency room doors. Thank goodness there was space in the staff parking lot. Otherwise, he would have parked his car in the ambulance lane in front of the ER doors if he had to. Running quickly through the automatic glass doors, he ran up to the nurses station. "What's Usagi's status," he asked, a little breathlessly. The older nurse blinked at him in surprise. "Nani? Ano, excuse me young man..." Luckily for the nurse, Haruka intervened before Mamoru began to hurl obsenities about her slowness and her mental capabilities. "Mamoru-san, over here" Haruka looked grim as she led him to the waiting room. Once he arrived, Mamoru immediately asked Ami, "How is she?" He had to know. The not knowing was killing him. All sorts of possibilities were racing through his mind, none of them pleasant. But then, he noticed Rei, sobbing, in Makoto's embrace. A spike of terror stabbed him. He couldn't breathe. He couldn't think. "Is..is she," his voice dropping to a choked whisper, "...dead?" Seeing Mamoru turning whiter than a sheet, Ami reluctantly answered, "We don't know if Usagi is still alive. She collapsed at her home earlier today. The doctors rushed her into the emergency room and are working on her right now, as we speak. They haven't come out to tell us anything yet." Mamoru collapsed into a chair, unable to do much of anything else. He felt drained, completely unable to think, let alone move. Haruka finally spoke again, after her curt message to Mamoru earlier. "Dr. Mizuno is in there right now, as well as Dr. Hongo." Her normally mischievous eyes were red from suppressed tears as she unclenched and clenched her fists. She sat down as well, putting her elbows on her thighs so that she could clench her hands together. She wanted to be doing something, anything, to help Usagi. But medicine was not her field of expertise. Give her a race car, a race track or any type of open space, and she'd give you one heck of a race. But here, her hands were tied. She couldn't make the doctors go any faster, just like she couldn't adjust the wheel and have Usagi get all better. Sometimes, fate was a cruel master. Suddenly, three more figures appeared on the scene. A very pregnant Naru looked wildly at the somber group. "Is Usagi ok?" Her husband, concern etched on his features, tried to get his wife to sit down, but the red-head just waved him impatiently away. "Tell ME!" A young man approached the women, whom Mamoru recognized as Shingo. Looking very much like a lost little boy, Shingo asked, "Minna, is onee-chan ok?" Fragile, he was so fragile. As if one harsh comment would shatter him. Unfortunately, reality was like that. It didn't much care if you were able to handle it or not. It just dealt you a hand of cards and left you alone, to deal with it or crumble. His green eyes darted from one woman to the other, never really focusing one any of them. Keeping a cool head, Ami took the newly arrived people aside and informed them as best as she could of the current situation. ********************************************* Self-Control looked worriedly over the scene. What was going on? It's first appearance in such a long time, and this is how it was going to make the scene? In the middle of a crisis. Crap...not a good thing. But Self-Control was nothing if not resourceful, so it gathered its formidable control and kept Mamoru from breaking into a pile of emotional mush. Too bad it couldn't do the same thing to the Voice. The Voice sat there, on the mental ground, blubbering like a baby, his cries randomly interspersed with a "USAKO!" Irritated, Self-Control said, "Kami, will you stop it already? Kami knows we have enough things to handle without you going all crazy...well, more crazy on me!" It returned to the task of beating all the other emotional figures back with a whip and a chair. It felt like a bloody lion-tamer. Aw heck, it was even dressed like one. Grumbling something that sounded remarkably like, "Stupid author," Self-Control cracked its whip again, driving Sorrow back another ten steps. "Will you get with the others so that I can contain this situation properly?" Oh no, Helplessness was advancing on its location. With a deft flick of its wrist, Self-Control drove the other aspect back to its original position deep in the psyche. The Voice just sat there, sobbing and gasping, ignoring the overworked Self-Control. Sighing, Self-Control used its wicked whip skills to drag the lump of Voice to the others. It was getting very tired of this. If it didn't get a rest soon, the others were going to break out in a tidal wave. ********************************************* Dr. Mizuno tiredly removed her surgical mask, tossing it into a nearby medical waste container. She headed toward the waiting room, where no doubt her daughter and the rest of Usagi's friends and family were waiting for news. When the sleepy Hotaru noticed the doctor's thin figure approaching, she immediately shook the other sleeping figures awake. Dr. Mizuno frowned, assessing the heavy bags under everyone's eyes. "You are all very stressed. Perhaps you should all go home and come back when you've rested." Naru rose from her seat, assisted by Umino. Her hand on her back to help relieve the pressure of her swollen belly, her fatigue was quite evident in her listless eyes and face. But her mouth was set in a line of stubborness. "Iie, Mizuno-san. I, for one, will not leave until I find out what is going on with Usagi and get to see her." Keiko frowned even more, a furrow between her delicately shaped brows. "Naru, you're seven months pregnant. You really shouldn't be here." Getting no answer but Naru's stubborn expression, Keiko admitted defeat. "All right, very well, you can all stay, since I assume none of you will be leaving." Setsuna broke into the conversation, her strong voice laced with anxiety. "Doctor, please, tell us what is going on. We've been here for what seems like an eternity when it's only been two hours." Dr. Mizuno sighed. Biting her lip, she tried to inform the group of what was happening. "Usagi's tumor was increasing the pressure on her brain. That caused her to collapse. Right now, they have called in a neurologist to see what he can do to help. Usagi has been taken to the operating room and he's getting started immediately. I was asked to leave, since it was not my area of expertise and I would just be in the way." "How long will it take, okaa-san?" Dr. Mizuno faced her daughter. "It depends, Ami. It depends on a number of factors. If the doctor can't work fast enough, it could very well lead to fatal consequences. Demo, I have faith in the neurologist. He is the finest in his field. If anyone can help, he can." Makoto spoke up, asking a question that the others wanted to, but couldn't. "If it works, Mizuno-san, will Usagi be ok?" A small smile graced Dr. Mizuno's haunted face. "We can hope so, Makoto. At least she'll be alive. Demo..." and she trailed off. "What, doctor," asked Shingo. Dread began to gnaw at him again. He knew Dr. Mizuno and she hardly ever prevaricated like this. Shaking her head, Dr. Mizuno replied, "I don't want to speculate until the neurologist assesses Usagi. We'll all find out then." She glanced at her pager. "I have to go now. I have some patients to check up on. The neurologist has been told that he is to inform you all as soon as he knows anything. Ami, call me when you find out, ne?" Ami nodded. "Good. Minna, try to get some rest. It's been a long day," she glanced at her watch, "rather, just a long morning for us." With a small nod, Dr. Mizuno left, off to her rounds. She didn't want to tell them what the doctor suspected, what they all suspected. At least, this way, they could hold onto hope for a little longer. Translations: None Author Notes: Hee hee...my stupid month of testing is almost done! Wai wai! And I was able to write another chapter. It's amazing! We'll just have to see if I can keep it going ^^; Until the next chapter... ~The moonlight carries the message of love.~ ~Tsuki no hikari wa ai no message.~